Don't read this if you dont want to change your impression on me please.
It was my first day as a third year and I was feeling like a misfit in class, in the kingdom of geeks; the hell, I had been trying to act geeky since I set foot there. My classmates will, of course disagree. No one likes to be called geeky, but this is a result of two years of drinking geek potion hoping to fall in love with the geeky nature of the peer party.
Why don't I think like the other girls in my class, why don't I join in the fun when everyone's laughing about something, and wonder what part of yesterday's dinner hadn't digested instead? Well, this fact is what struck me today, as I was so out-of-job, with all the free hours in the world.
I frankly feel like packing off to some secluded country and settling down to growing plants in the 'backyard' of my tree house and feeding the birds and refusing to pay taxes, à la Henry David Thoreau. There is good life to be lived away from all the paradoxical existence that most of us lead, or are going to. Right now I'm finding it scary that my later years might be spent in a cubicle writing code snippets, or ordering spiffed-looking people around who're filled with nothing but curses when their thoughts waver around me.
Maybe I'll be singing a different tune soon, but I sure would do better to keep these mind-numbing bits of fluff out of my head for my own health. Didn't I tell you not to read this?

Global Warmbling

A friend passed it on.





Makes you go... "Heh heh. This girl here's not had anything to do for ages.." not that I'm saying that's an accusation, but there you have it. Life's not all haa haa, hee hee. Take a stand, get some grit and help to show those green gases the door. If you want me to make it a tad more attractive, Here's your chace to act Captain Planet!! Let our successors get some winter and trees and World's Funniest Animals treats. Selfishness isn't a very nice habit, you know. I'm not providing a list of what-to-do-and-what-not-to-do things. I will, though. Till then, just think about it. We humans are the only ones who can do anything.


Goodnight sleep tight/Good day, smile all the way.

Just listing last month's events.
TSummit'07 took two weeks of my life, and they were
the best weeks I've ever had. Thanks to TSummit, I found
some corners of my college I'd never thought existed, and
also some fun people I never thought existed :D; and some
fun things to do. I also found JAM, The fun thing to do.

Sheeeeeesh.... makes me realise I've been doing nothing
but attending classes and writing assignments, hogging
and bunking the odd class, that which I classified as fun.

So I TSummited and had fun.
After that came the attendance-war. The notice board said
I'd been attending 67% of my classes, and the minimum was
75%...oh no oh no.... this situation was totally new to me....
and I'm still finding my way through it. Next, the assignments
and classes. Classes were like Time Turned versions of
intermediate college. Assignments were, and still are, like
10 p.m. traffic at Panjagutta. Curses, curses.

I'm hoping to get back to blogging seriously, sometime in
May when I'll have been done with all the slogging and mugging.
Am I saying the same thing every blue moon? Let me check....

P.S. Feels good, the TSummit certi... Thanks to all concerned.

When the head rolled.....

It happens to me all the time, all the time I sit to blog, that is. If
I had this idea in mind the previous day, it would suddenly seem
obnoxious. Then and there I'm stuck. I'd browse other blogs for ideas
and just drool at all the stuff they put in. Right now, I'm in just
one such turmoil. What am I going to blog about this time, the Jade
Goody/ Shilpa Shetty spat, my disappointment with Guru, my 1st semester
results, Cats, or the weather? It's a small matter,but it bothers me
when people ask,"Were you the one who used to...?". If I decide to
update, and just end up with a blank, the idea just comes to me, the
smallest possibility, that click, and voila, gone is my blog, I'm no
more a resident; maybe I'll venture back, mostly not. It is because I
haven't got any ideas, or coz i'm lazy? I'd rather it was the
latter....so you see, I'm so confused......



I feel a challenge in my soul today
Questioning things I believed in so firmly yesterday
How can I have faith in myself and what I feel to be true
When the next day I feel my heart and mind telling me something new
I feel the twisting of my soul today
Something is challenging my perceptions
And what I'm going through is hard
And I admit, right now I'm not O.K. So...

Right now, I am confused
Right now, I don't exactly know what to choose
This day feels so unlike the rest
Right now, I am confused


Hopefully my fairy godmother will wave her wand and I'll get some Ziploc-fresh things to rant about. 'Til then,



Try to get the cat away from Medusa...