It happens to me all the time, all the time I sit to blog, that is. If
I had this idea in mind the previous day, it would suddenly seem
obnoxious. Then and there I'm stuck. I'd browse other blogs for ideas
and just drool at all the stuff they put in. Right now, I'm in just
one such turmoil. What am I going to blog about this time, the Jade
Goody/ Shilpa Shetty spat, my disappointment with Guru, my 1st semester
results, Cats, or the weather? It's a small matter,but it bothers me
when people ask,"Were you the one who used to...?". If I decide to
update, and just end up with a blank, the idea just comes to me, the
smallest possibility, that click, and voila, gone is my blog, I'm no
more a resident; maybe I'll venture back, mostly not. It is because I
haven't got any ideas, or coz i'm lazy? I'd rather it was the
latter....so you see, I'm so confused......
I feel a challenge in my soul today
Questioning things I believed in so firmly yesterday
How can I have faith in myself and what I feel to be true
When the next day I feel my heart and mind telling me something new
I feel the twisting of my soul today
Something is challenging my perceptions
And what I'm going through is hard
And I admit, right now I'm not O.K. So...
Right now, I am confused
Right now, I don't exactly know what to choose
This day feels so unlike the rest
Right now, I am confused
Hopefully my fairy godmother will wave her wand and I'll get some Ziploc-fresh things to rant about. 'Til then,
Try to get the cat away from Medusa...
